its been a while!

Yeah i havent written on here or even been on here in a LONG time! i finished my third year of college-decent grades first semester, All Cs second semester! ugh! but it was completly my fault. I turned 21 and drank and smoked liked crazy! (and ill be honest I was kind of a slut) stupid stupid stupid cuz i got really sick. which in a weird way I think I was waiting for-yo know for something to give for the bottom to drop out. pushing myself till i broke. sounds sick but thats me. I wanted to experience everything everyone could and did. now im paying for it.

passed that i finally feel a little better and Im changing everything pretty much about the way I live. I signed up for classes next fall and I hope I feel well enough to go cuz Im kinda excited since Ill be clean and im gonna work hard.

book review! yeah I still love that-lets see Im halfway through the shack by w.m young which is a christian fiction/non fiction book about a man who's daughter is abducted and 4 yrs later God calls him back to the shack where she was killed to talk.
I like christian fiction sometimes one of my favorites of redeeming love by fracis something. The shack is a real page turner though pulls at your heart strings and makes you think.
but ima go to bed now ttyl

haha

i dont know if anyone's seen Religulous a documentary by bill mahr but theres a quote in there I love- "you don't have to pass an IQ test to be in the senate" Mark Pryor US Senator Arkansas. Also Happy inaguration day hope Obama does what he promises! Lots 'o ' love
-A

la di da bored at work

so yeah i failed stats&methods-crappy have to do it over. h found a house for us its really pretty built in1926 reminds me of my cousins house. work is busy today but I'm still bored ready to get out of here and see my favorite distraction which btw is driving me crazy right now. too many late night phone calls ;) gotta babysit today-normally not a big deal but I hope its not long today because I have to get ready (ie HOT) for a grad party tonight! you know who! but today or tomorrow im gonna take the little guy outsided to pick lilacs if their bushes are blooming. what else
been doin a lot of partying too much prolly but o well. I kinda miss school-not the works but the lectures and just all the stuff i learned and then of course feminism activism the women's center and coffee.
well im gonna switch over and write to him...
book: still reading the witching hour long but good book-another recommendation tho for out of this world romance STEPHANIE MEYER Twilight-vampire love story and so so good!

Update

So I finished my second year of college A in Personality Psych. A in WS B in Philosophy of Sex and Love and I'm praying for a C in Stats & Methods. Still doing my internship at the Workforce Center Helping people find employment, write resumes, sign up for classes, and such. I'm also gonna start baby sitting for Vanessa in a week or so, Im nervous about that Hayden's a handful and still not potty-trained! but it should be ok cuz we can go for walks and play outside and such and holden can help if I need him. what else is new? We got a new kitten she's sooo cute and playful! something opial isn't anymore haha. Her name is still up in the air. Mom like Sophie, I like Xoay (Zoe) or Xiadi (Sadie). there arent any customers here at work today so its nice and quiet. but i'm going to switch over to my other blog ttyl.

I'm reading The Witching Hour by Anne Rice right now- So far its been really good creepy as hell.

-A

dunno

Sorry I haven't been on in a while ive been working on my other blog and studying. anyway I watched oprah the other day-I dont usually by mom was watching it so, anyway I saw a really interesting story about polygamy. Carolyn Jessop was on with her autobiographical book Escape. it looked interesting so I went to bn and bought it. and read it this week. It was amazing! maybe because ive been reading nothing but textbooks i loved it but it really was awesome I couldn't put it down, at the end I was in tears (happy). I'd write more because the book deserves a full review but im tired so five stars. night.

Two for the price of One

Well I'm at home, done with work today, I have one WS class tonight-which I still gotta do m questions for. Speaking of I'm glad my bf will be working tomorrow night so I can study-I have a lot to do-classes this year have been much harder then last.
Anyway I'm watching Days of our Lives, one of my favorite shows. I think I like it because it's been consistent and with me through all mine and my mother's life. I remember when I was about 11-12 years old and Billie (one of my favorite characters now) burned Bo and Hope's boat "the Fancy Face" and I started crying and my mom looked at me and was like "maybe you are too young to be watching this." I remember Days' stories from way back in the 90's, besides I Love Lucy on nick at nite's summer block party, Days' is one of the earliest shows I remember. I was so sad for a while when I thought it was going to be canceled or taken off our cable network, it felt like I was loosing a close friend. Glad it's still here also James Scott (aka EJ Wells DiMera) is my new TV crush I'm so glad all his scenes consist of him in a suit or shirtless! ha ha I love it.

Some of my other favorite TV shows are: My all time favorite CHARMED aka girls kicking ass and looking Awesome doing it!
SVU-Elliott and Olivia are awesome definitely better then moulder and scully.
Medium-Patrica Arquette is one of my favorite actresses and a kick ass crime fighting mom.
Family Guy- or maybe just stewie
Desperate Housewives-my favorite indiscretion, oh and Bree will always be the hottest wife.
Veronica Mars-till it got canceled.
Weeds-I love Mary Louise Parker.
And of course reality TV of any kind. ha ha

Ok 2 for the price of 1 today is recommended reads! cuz I forgot yesterday lol.

First: Lost in Austen By Emma Cambell Webster-One of the first crate your own adventure novel-one of the first books I ever had that interacted with me, its a fun game book that starts you at Pride an Prejudice and takes you through some of Austen's other novels. Its been a fun read so far.

On that same note the second is: Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen-I like to read a classical book every once in a while to compare writing then and now-anyway the book was pretty good a little hard to understand the older language if you aren't used to it but the chapters are short so they go fast and its quite romantic with a good plot. I read it over Christmas vacation so if you have time its a good read for a longish period of time (a couple weeks or so its not one of those pick up and read page turners that only last a couple days). good book tho, worth the read.

that's all for now ttyl!

oops!

Ha ha I forgot to put up some stuff about Roe vs. Wade 35th anniversary yesterday!
So I'll write a lil today, some background info: In 1973, the supreme court decided it was unconstitutional for a state to deny women abortions because of the 14th amendment; Due process, and peoples right to privacy. in 1970 Jane Roe (aka Norma L. MCorvey) was fighting the state of Texas represented by prosecutor Henry wade; for the right to get an abortion for her pregnancy because of a rape she fell victim to. In an appeal on January 22, 1973 The supreme court voted in favor of Roe's case, decided she had a constitutional right to privacy over her body and legalized abortion.

that's my account if the facts are off please tell me.

The woman's center at our school is holding events for R V W today tomorrow and yesterday. I'm hoping to maybe go tomorrow but I was so busy today and yesterday so no dice, but maybe tomorrow.

Other news I just got a call from a survey taker about the upcoming primaries: voting Democrat obviously but still not sure between Obama and Clinton anyone have any opinions on either?? leave me a comment

well I gotta go study I'll write more later.